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every earthly breath a lifeless testimony [24 Oct 2020|05:38pm]
god grant me the strength to accept the things that i can change
and change them for the last time. show me i can't miss you.

aim → agntshaw [15 Jul 2020|11:07am]

current location : los angeles, california.
texts , emails , vmails , love/hate notes , spam , porn , etc.
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Emily Only. [14 Jul 2010|09:18am]
I think that most of Hollywood knows that my clients and I have always had an extremely open relationship. I don't so much coddle them as many agents do, nor do I bend to their every whim. I do, however, treat them like human beings and keep them close. Over the course of time, they've become my friends, my family. Ryan is basically like a sister to me. A much younger sister, I'll admit, but a sister none-the-less. I would do anything for her and her family. And I know that if I needed something, she would be there for me. Emily, on the other hand, has become like a daughter to me. The daughter I know I'm never going to have. I don't mind when she comes to me in need of advice. I don't mind discussing boy problems with her or anything else she may need to vent about. And I don't mind discussing my own problems with her, though I don't always expect any sort of advice in return. It's just the type of relationship that we've always had.

And then, there's Morgan. She's always been in a class all her own. Always. We flirt and fight and poke and prod and that's just how things are between us. I've watched her grow up, I've been there to see her turning into this amazing woman with an insane talent and this ability that she almost refuses to let anyone see. She's not interested in all the glitz and the glory. She's in this industry because she loves to act and she refuses to let the stardust get in her eyes like most people. She's grounded, a fact that has always inspired me, enticed me.

Out of all the people I work with, Morgan was the one I knew could handle herself. And yet, she's probably the one I focused most of my attention on. From a distance. So why, exactly, did it bother me that she finally came to me needing advice, needing me to be her 'conscience?' Honestly, I don't really know outside from the fact that I know I don't want to be the person she comes to for advice about other men. I don't want to know about any other men. And that's stupid because she's Morgan. She's a kid. I'm a forty-one year old man. An old man.

No, I'm not in love with Morgan. I guess a part of me just liked the attention and having her talk about other men, especially that man who has been through a number of ladies in my clientele already, just bothered me more than it should have.

Morgan fired me. We got into a huge fight and she fired me. And I felt relieved because it meant I wouldn't have to listen to any stories or be that guy for her. I felt relieved.
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[13 Jul 2010|02:54am]
Absolute bullshit. Why should I have to be that guy? Why should I have to be the one she talks to about other guys? I don't want to know what she's thinking about doing with somebody else. I don't want to hear about it or read it or see it. I don't want to have to play her conscience and tell her not to do something. My opinion is about as biased as they come. If she can't see that, then she is an idiot and I don't want to represent her anymore. At all.
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[09 May 2010|04:22pm]
Ryan, you need to give me an answer about that History Channel mini-series already. Jackie O is not a part that will remain vacant for long and they specifically requested you. I know you have shit going on right now but answer your phone already!

Travis, I have the contract for that project you asked about. I'll fax it over tonight.

Emily, awesome job at the festival. Your former label wants to have a meeting with you this weekend to discuss setting up a new record deal. What would you like me to tell them?

Morgan, stop being a snob and come into the office already.
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Emily only. [16 Apr 2010|10:20am]
Travis called me this morning and fired me. Funny thing is .. I think he was serious this time. I can't help but feel responsible for what's going on with you two and I want to apologize. If you'd prefer to seek other management as well, I understand.

For the record? You're a smart kid. I know you'll figure out what's right for you and not worry about what's right for everyone else involved. Sometimes, you have to put yourself first even though you don't want to. If you need anything, give me a call. I'll do my best to help out.
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[04 Mar 2010|01:16pm]
I really do hate this stupid thing. Who the fuck thought that blogging was a logical idea?

Ryan, I have at least five more scripts here for you. I'll send them over with a carrier. Eventually, you're going to have to pick one of them. I hope.

Travis, I'm sending you a copy of the finalized contract for T3. Put it somewhere. Don't lose this one.

Emily, if you'd like me to, I can send a hit man to Stanford to take out this Sarah person. Though I'm not sure what good it would do. Also? I have some scripts for you, too. I'm not sure if you want to look at them though or if you just want to work on the music for now. Let me know, either way.

Morgan, I'd like to say no again but I actually have some things for you. Stop by the office when you get a chance.

Same goes for you too, Ang. I think I may have your next movie sitting in my in box.

Lance? Dude. Drop the bitch, okay? She's ruining your rep as the new Tony Navagato Hollywood Badboy and making you look like a flaming idiot.

Carmen, sweetheart, you have a photoshoot coming up for new headshots. Try not to miss this one.
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[28 Jul 2009|07:50pm]

Can you believe that this cheeky little Jodie Foster look-alike
has grown into our sassy gal, Morgan?
Hard to believe, I know.
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[16 Jul 2009|08:53pm]
Ryan, I swear I'll get around to talking to you about those scripts ASAP. Congratulations on the new arrivals, by the way. Adorable as always.

Travis, learn to answer your damn phone.

Morgan. No.

Emily, how would you feel about playing a twenty-six year old celebrity reporter? You'd have to gain ten or fifteen pounds and dye your hair blonde again. Let me know.

Luc, I want the details on the new dish.

Salem, stop being so fucking sexy. Really. And what's with you attacking poor Jamie Foxx?!?!
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[02 Jan 2009|01:11am]
First, Happy New Year.

Second, congratulations to Tony and Charli on their nuptials. Paparazzi free, I'm impressed. Though, I'm sure Nuri had a lot to do with that.

Third, Keegan .. I need you to talk to your wife for me. I have a script sitting on my desk that she would be perfect for. And a certain former Levity/Solace cast mate is the male lead. Make her look at it. She'll listen to you.

Fourth, Morgan .. you disappointed your Christmas viewers. How dare you!
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[24 Nov 2008|08:52pm]
Alright, so I haven't been able to con Ryan into looking at any of the scripts I've received with her specific name on it. Until now. I mailed her over a copy of a new Dreamworks flick. Another spin on a classic fairytale. Or, complition of classic fairytales. I think she'd be doing the voice for .. I don't know, Goldilocks or some shit? I barely looked at it but I figured it was a kid friendly movie so maybe she'd give it a shot. Now I just have to wait for her opinion.

As for the younger Ainslee who I do not represent. She's determined to get my ass in some hot water with the one that I do. Ahh, my love for pretty young things.
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[20 Nov 2008|09:03pm]
Angela Darling finally finished the script she was supposed to be rewriting for MTV. Now I just have to get her to sign the stupid contract with them to get the ball rolling on the audition process. I know she had a select handful of actresses in mind for the lead role of 'Jane' and I'm almost certain I can throw some sway into helping her get a certain someone. Assuming that there isn't any time conflict.

I have a handful of scripts sitting on my desk that I need to read through and decide whether or not Morgan would actually consider doing them since she's so fucking PICKY about what roles she takes. Don't act like you're not, you little hussy!

My little Disney brats* have been keeping fairly quiet. I haven't talked to Carmen in awhile so I should probably get in touch with her. And Travis just finished filming Transformers 2 today, so I'm sure he's happy for the break. His mother needs to stop calling my fucking secretary though. The kid is eighteen now. BACK THE HELL OFF, MOM!

Now, if I could only get Ryan to listen to me about coming out of retirement, things would be just great. Oh, and I think I found a decent publicist to work with Miss Lake. Maybe.

On a personal level? I got nothing. As usual.

* EDIT : The ever gorgeous and talented Emily Sloane nabbed a role in a NONE Disney version of Peter Pan called 'Never, Never'. That's one sexy Wendy!
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